Friday, October 16, 2009

I don't think anybody reads this thing.

There probably isn't anybody reading this. I don't know really why I'm bothering to write in it. On the off chance that someone is reading and has something constructive and encouraging to say to me?

I finished up my portfolio and turned in what i had of a senior project. I had epic plans for it, but they never panned out. I decided it was time to throw in the collegiate towel. Turns out what i had of a senior project was enough to get me graduated. At least, that's how it seems. I haven't had the official discussion with my primary educators yet, but 2 out of 3 complimented me on my work already.

I regret not following through with the blog, but in some sense I also regret staying in college for as long as I have. I don't like to live my life with regret - it's very pointless indeed because the things we have done make us who we are today. If anything had happened differntly, I woudln't be the me that I am and it is likely that I would not have had the same perspective. So I admit regret presently becuase I have not reached my next destination - the next stepping stone on my path to the great future at which I am seeking to arrive at daily. It is not a destination that I seek, but a state of constant arrival rather that I look forward to.

I am thinking of deleting this blog.

But I'm also contemplating keeping it - and keeping the title. Although my academic journey is complete, there is something greater afoot now. I know now that it was just college I needed to move on from - I can see clearly now my new obstacles on the road to success.