Stumped

This isn't a post to say anything in particular other than as the near future is concerned - I am stumped. I keep waiting around hoping that the answers will come to me, but they just AREN'T! I'm waiting for the damn idea light bulb to pop on but I think it's burnt out. I have ideas about the long term future, but the short term seems to evade me at every turn of the corner.
I can only hope that by changing my daily circumstance - i.e. moving out of my house, going on a lengthy road trip - will change my perspective and thus clear a few things up for me. But I'm banking on that pretty hard. It doesn't feel great, but maybe it feels like it's supposed to feel.

I'm a firm believer that if you fail to plan, you plan to fail. However, I don't really see any other viable option than to surrender myself to the uncertainty of my jalopy of plan. Sometimes the only way to see what's just beyond your headlights is to just move forward in whatever direction you feel. Something is bound to shop up. A street sign, a lamp post, a job, a place to live.

Jesus....